It’s 30th December 2015 and I woke up this morning feeling kinda *emo. I even allowed some tears well up in my eyes, let some not-so-nice memories slip in, and then decided that enough was enough, put it all aside and choose to make the best of today.
Thoughts flood my mind and I just want to rip my brains out. Brain on overdrive and I’m not so sure I’m a fan of it.
Flash back to December 2013 and I remember feeling kinda shitty too. 2 days later, I would have packed up and left this very house I’m living in now and also left this warm, loving and supportive person whom I now call my husband. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not gonna stir up shit now. No. It’s a reminder of how much life chucks at each of us and how much we progress and learn along this thing we call Life’s Journey. The U-turns, the roundabouts, the highways, roadblocks, bumps and the accidents that sometimes leave us with more than just whiplash.
I choose to look back and always find the good and the lessons Life has taught me. I believe God has a plan for us and He allows things to happen for a reason. There is never an “accident” or “coincidence”.
So, on this 2nd last day of 2015, I look back on this past year and I must say that, with God’s grace and love, I’ve triumphed over all that pain, heartache, scars both physical and emotional and emerged somewhat wiser and more mature than I was in 2014. Bring it on, 2016! I’m ready for you!
2016 will be a much more rewarding and progressive year. The 1st quarter will all be about putting the gears in motion for everything I’ve been planning on for so long now, but in summary, this is what it’s gonna look like :
- yoga classes
- business plans
- bible reading plans
- reading in general
- TV!
*rofl*
Life is good, Phy.
*emo : the new word of the generation that, to me, describes the state of wallowing in self-pity and sadness.
