Went for a recce hike yesterday. It was kinda fun considering no one really knew what to expect but we were expecting 2 waterfalls.
The 1st waterfall was beautiful – Air Terjun Kubang Gajah. A short and easy hike up, no sweat!! =p
Water was clean, clear, cool … & Hazim was really cute =)
Reminded me I made a promise to a kid and I always told me I cannot break promises to kids. So I had to get wet … darn! hahaha! But no regrets! It was fun! And even funnier when Hazim started to shiver =)
Had a great time bashing through the deserted trail. So many thoughts buzzing in my head as I braved through the greens. My fear of insects, thorns, bugs … and how I avoid lalang and plants … and how I simply grabbed and shoved at the plants yesterday to help Hazim. Makes you realise how love care and concern makes you forget your fears.
All my thoughts came to a jolting/screaming halt when I stepped right into a hole and I thought I heard what sounded like a crunching sound. I only stood frozen in that spot and shouted, “SAM! MY ANKLE!” and kinda laughed a dreadful laugh. Perhaps one of my greatest fears : to sprain my ankle.
It (read: my ankle) kinda looks like a tennis ball now. When it isn’t so swollen, perhaps a ping pong ball.
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Kinda emotionally and physically drained.
Every movement purposeful and energy sapping.
Looking forward to just blurbing underwater… let the sound of bubbles and flowing water wash everything away. A series of ups and downs … moments of absolute silence simply because there’s just too much to say and yet nothing to say at all.
I can be the great pretender. Most of the time, I choose not to be. Sometimes circumstances call for it. Sometimes it is all self-inflicted.
Sometimes I feel like screaming. Instead, I turn away. For all the times you saw me with my back turned and you thought I didn’t see/notice. For all the times you saw me distracted with other stuff or people. For all the times I appeared unaware of my surroundings.
