I know I owe my readers (if any) some pictures. Apologies… I have been too lazy, what if all the CNY festivities.
I'm depressed. Feeling really emo, more emo than I've been in a couple of months. My sister is leaving for Brisbane today and I feel sad… Wish I had more time with her. The good part is I'll probably see her in March/April! Can't wait for then to come!
At the airport now waiting for my flight to KL and I stopped for a bit at the bookshop on my way to the departure gate and browsed The Buddha Walks Into A Bar by Lodro Rinzler. A page called out to me, telling me to write about how I feel and if staying in this state is ok or too painful for me. To be honest, it is painful. I don't want to keep holding back tears today. Not today. I'm feeling too many emotions to be holding back tears too. Can't multitask THAT much!
So here I am, writing. I feel like I disappointed my parents with my choices in life. But then again, I'm not gonna change my choices just to un-disappoint them. That's me and it's my life, no? I just have to suck it up now and get over this, on my own. *swallows hard*
Gathering all the “get over it” skills I've mastered over the years and commanding them all at once. Ok. I've had my 5 minutes of emo-ness, I've written about this and I THINK I'm feeling better. Feeling better enough to think about changing the title of my post, but hell! I'll just leave it.
To non-emo times!
